TOXIC VALENTINE

I used to be proud of my friends for having you, for being loved and for what we had together. Together I find everything cute, life is not difficult at all. If there's a wish, I will wish that the loving couple will always be happy together and forever have each other.

The seed of love you gave me on Valentine's day sprouted through my care, I placed it on the window next to my desk to see "your presence with me every day". Simple love is so but deep and happy when we have each other.

The day the loneliest is most afraid is the New Year, but no matter how much you are afraid, it can't be helped. Tet and Valentine have invited each other to the turn and the sadness of the menu has increased multiples. Ever since I fell in love with you, I have started to feel afraid of Tet days, not because of "1 year older age" but because of those days I have to live in loneliness, without you, bro.

Valentine 6 years ago, I confessed to you, in my words, it is "love technology". I have asked you to love you by asking the operator to give you my love, and since then I have pulled you out of the quiet life that you are currently living. My heart has known "arrhythmia", it begins to be happy and sad according to the rhythm of love, happiness is also plentiful and there is no less suffering. Sometimes I think "if I can start again, I will choose not to love you" to avoid myself from suffering like today. But will it be okay when the "destiny has been arranged".

Destiny brought us together, so I knew what was the fluttering feeling of love, what was the feeling of happiness, something I didn't know before I fell in love with you. Walking beside him, I feel proud that we are an unmistakable couple. Everywhere we go, we leave impressions on the people around us.

I wondered "why" he said that "because I'm a couple" but I said "maybe because I look like a Korean, people thought I was a fan of Korean guys so I was new." mind it. ” When I have to go alone, I will have to ask familiar questions "where is he"? Even just 1 time to meet you also left a good impression on the opposite, right?

I used to be proud of my friends for having you, for being loved and for what we had together. Together I find everything cute, life is not difficult at all. I think "there is love to have everything" and I have done this, right? Together we have all: work, career, joy and happiness. What more could it be? Wish that the love will always only bring you 1 pink? If there's a wish, I will wish that the loving couple will always be happy together and forever have each other.

During "lonely" days, I sat looking back at the "love tree" picture, the work of Valentine in the 2nd year we love each other: I gave him a seed, I called it "the seed of love" Put the company in a plastic cup, water every day and wait for it to sprout, in the belief that something magical will happen. And then when the two seed pods were split in half to show off the seedlings, there was the words "I love you" on the seed. We watched it grow every day, he put it right next to the window next to his desk and said that "it seems like I was there" every day I showed him the webcam how big it was. .

But then even with daily watering care, it was not enough nutrition to grow anymore, only a few months later it also withered. Knowing that it is inevitable, I still feel sorry and always say, "Don't let your love die over the years".

In 6 years of love, my love once thought that it would "die" like that "love tree". Twice I killed my love, I was so miserable that I completely collapsed physically and mentally for months. But then I managed to get up and maybe due to the "destiny" arranged, I'm still "a couple" after so many storms. Even though my heart has a "scar" caused by love, I still forgive, still give my love for you, because of "I love you so much", will I be too stupid? ? I lost my pride, because of love, right?

I used to say "I'm not a cute woman" and now I can add that "when I fell in love, it was not easy for someone to take my love away". Before, I could let go easily with the thought of "letting the person I love be happy" but now I am no longer "noble" so. Because I think "happiness is not easy to find, so you must keep it."

Perhaps at different ages, the perception is also different. Now that you have found your love, you must cherish it and keep it. You have to know how to live for yourself, once I lost it just because of "nobility", now I have a different perspective to protect my love.

Life taught me that "no matter how much you are afraid, it's inevitable." So I had to choose a method of face-to-face. Even though my heart is weak, even though I'm a "teary-eyed" girl, I still have to face what I'm afraid of. Because the shoulders that I need are not completely mine, so I know what to do than to live very strong and cope with the storm here?

I trusted you to be a strong man, dared to live for love and dare to protect my love, so I gave my whole heart. Although that belief has been broken, I still hope you will realize that you have to live how not to betray the person who loved you wholeheartedly. I still hope my love will change you.

Valentine came again, the service of sending love words to the call center has stopped working, the seeds of love are also outdated, but I still hope that our love will be as "green" as ever. . Because starting a love is difficult, preserving and protecting love is more difficult, right?